The Ugly Brown Shoe Chronicles

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Dancing in The Street

Do you have a favorite season of the year? If you are like me it is summer. When I was a kid we could not wait to go outside. The endless days were filled with games, adventures, contest and various ice cream trucks. We’d play board games: Monopoly, Sorry, Trouble, Life, Clue and Scrabble. Then play cards games: war, gin rummy, black deuce, tonk, old maid and go fish. Someone would break out the jacks, hoola-hoop, skate boards and roller skates. I remember foot and bicycle races, tug-o-war and tag. When everything would slow down some adult would open up the fire hydrant and we would all get wet. I remember someone always needed their hair braided but could not resist a turn in the double-dutch rope and “a red hot –p”. Some days were filled with long bike rides and walking trips to the playground or the swimming pool. Can you believe with all that excitement we still had time to master the latest dance steps? My friends and I would “break-out” as if we were in trances and dance when someone played Parliament Funkadelics’ “ One Nation Under a Groove” or the Commodores’ “Brick-house”. We would try to keep a lid on it if adults were around unless they were offering quarters.


Lately, I’m so particular I don’t want to hear no rap music. The hairs stand up on the back of my neck and cover up their ears. I remember really liking a song awhile back. I claimed it as my jam (favorite). Do you remember Lil’ Jon “Get Low… skeet- skeet”?J What I am saying is, “I have become protective about what these ears can take”. Some music goes too far. But I still believe summer is about music if it is about anything and when I hear something I like “ Nothin’ on You Babe” by B.oB., I smile.


I enjoy my Kirk Franklin, Mary Mary and Donald Lawrence etc. I like walking while listening to music on my MP3. Lately I’ve taken to walking as if it were a hobby instead of an exercise. I forgot how I used to dance. I was walking one evening when “Patti Austin’s “Heat of Heat” came on. Picture this; I am on the corner (not quiet the bus stop) of Riverview and Nassau. Getting down like “Dancin’ Bear”. That song sounded so good I danced through 2 performances before I realized I could not continue to walk while listening to that song. People were pointing and honking their car horns. I turned my back to the street and danced until the song stopped. I felt happy and fun and alive. It was summer all over again. I want to invite you “ to catch yourself tripping” find something fun to do just like when you were a kid.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Brown Shoe Blues

It all started when I was in the fourth grade I decided the best color for shoes was brown. It was the first day of school and I had to wear my Easter shoes to school. My feet had grown over the summer and they were supposedly my only option. The shoes were white with pink, blue and orange flowers, nice for Easter but not for the first days of school. The embarrassment was so intense I became mentally blocked and developed a stress walk. The situation ended when on the way home 1 of my Sisters’ “little white cadillacs” (white Easter shoes) got stuck in the mud. She had to walk home in one shoe. When Mama heard my Sister’s tearful explanation, she grunted and growled and broke down and bought me a pair of black and my sister a pair of brown school shoes.

Which brings me to my story. I found these “ugly brown shoes” in the thrift store. When I first saw them I walked away but not before noticing their new condition and checking the size. I came back and noticed their creative design and real leather uppers. Into my basket they went. I make a series of initial choices when I shop, then I purge at cash register according to my finances. But who was I fooling brand new shoes, my exact size, I am at the thrift store. The first time I wore them they were only okay. I came in the house and took them off only to put them on again later. As time went on they became my 1st choice in the morning. Truth is, they are the most comfortable shoes I have ever owned. I feel like I have fallen in love with an ugly dude.

I ask myself, what if I have been wrong about beauty and style? What if my pretty/ugly meter is broken? Love at first sight is unreliable. What if beauty at first sight is too? I start taking a double look at what attracts me, and a triple look at what repels me. This is important to me because I am an artist. I should experience the world without prejudice. My new mission is to see, taste, touch things I once labeled as unattractive. Checking again for beauty in the ugly things.